Last week was my friends birthday , one of the closest , who shares almost everything . As usual people wished him , he got gifts ,cake cutting , friends ko party bhi di .
Phir bhi kuch kami si mehsus ho rahi thi was his exact words that evening .There was something missing . Why was this different if you ask me then nothing much only that a person used to call him sharp at 12 'o clk , would fight if somebody else wished him before her .A gift not very costly but would make him very happy .Par aaj wo nahi hain uske pas . She is not there to pamper him , fight with him , tease him ...
He often ask this question to himself , why he need some one in his life .Now he have freedom ,no restrictions ,just like khula sandh .. no one going to get angry if he sleep before 12 o clk or if he go out with his friend(most of the times with me :) ) and stay late without calling her . No fights with his parents over the issue of marriage . No one in the society is going to point a finger at him . If there are so many (+)ves out of being single then why he still feel the emptiness . Why he cry when he watches a romantic movie .Why he still wakes up in the night and check for missed calls . Why he crave for her so much .He doesn't have the patience to deal with a new relation but still some where in his heart he wants it . He wants it badly . May be its just the hormones playing its part . May be seeing others getting settled .He feels that he has missed something big in his life .
This word LOVE confuses me a lot . It gives a lot of pain , a bit of happiness but still every body wants it. May be our mind is designed insanely to crave for it .
ps: I feel pity on my friend . Its his feeling and and my words . So all people who still have their loved ones beside you holding ur hands at every moment of ur life cherish it because it feels much more worse than what i have written .Hope i never have to through what my dearest friend went through .
Phir bhi kuch kami si mehsus ho rahi thi was his exact words that evening .There was something missing . Why was this different if you ask me then nothing much only that a person used to call him sharp at 12 'o clk , would fight if somebody else wished him before her .A gift not very costly but would make him very happy .Par aaj wo nahi hain uske pas . She is not there to pamper him , fight with him , tease him ...
He often ask this question to himself , why he need some one in his life .Now he have freedom ,no restrictions ,just like khula sandh .. no one going to get angry if he sleep before 12 o clk or if he go out with his friend(most of the times with me :) ) and stay late without calling her . No fights with his parents over the issue of marriage . No one in the society is going to point a finger at him . If there are so many (+)ves out of being single then why he still feel the emptiness . Why he cry when he watches a romantic movie .Why he still wakes up in the night and check for missed calls . Why he crave for her so much .He doesn't have the patience to deal with a new relation but still some where in his heart he wants it . He wants it badly . May be its just the hormones playing its part . May be seeing others getting settled .He feels that he has missed something big in his life .
This word LOVE confuses me a lot . It gives a lot of pain , a bit of happiness but still every body wants it. May be our mind is designed insanely to crave for it .
ps: I feel pity on my friend . Its his feeling and and my words . So all people who still have their loved ones beside you holding ur hands at every moment of ur life cherish it because it feels much more worse than what i have written .Hope i never have to through what my dearest friend went through .
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